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Fri, 24 Dec 2004 19:22:17 GMT

my update is in my new journal crash_and_burnx so go read it and add me on my new journal crash_and_burnx

Tue, 14 Dec 2004 04:20:53 GMT

another livejournal for me last one i promise ill probably use this one more well here it is
crash_and_burnx
well there you go add it please <3

Tue, 09 Nov 2004 19:35:54 GMT

i like need 3 credits to graduate haha if i took three classes this year and give up my free periods i could graduate but i wont cause next year ill take 3 classes yay

my god ...........

Fri, 05 Nov 2004 21:17:52 GMT

i absolutely LOVE LOVE LOVE my kitten BAILEY!!!<3<3 well its mine and matts and its awesome and he is awesome!!! yay happinesss

im goign to look pretty for homecoming yay pics to come of me bailey and matt

Thu, 28 Oct 2004 17:51:50 GMT

a bit of a hair change lol

Wed, 27 Oct 2004 19:28:47 GMT

so my mom was once again dyeing her hair which isnt unusual well i wanted my hair to change but there wasnt enough for my whole head so she did a couple streaks/highlights in my hair haha they are red and pretty and they look so much lighter then my natural color but you can only see them in the light but i like them and plan to get some more streaks yayayyaya! ok im happy awesomenes pics to come

Thu, 21 Oct 2004 01:30:29 GMT

Pussys get fucked by dicks, and dicks fuck assholes, and assholes just shit all over everything.

Thu, 21 Oct 2004 01:26:37 GMT

im updating i went all over today for pizza and coffee and driving and friday i think i have the car all day and i know its mine all weekend yay happy

COME ON YANKEES GET IT TOGETHER YOUR BETTER THEN THIS

HAA THATS IT

survey and yankee game come on

Tue, 19 Oct 2004 02:56:42 GMT

x: name = Amanda Elyse catalina spadaro
:x: piercings =4 soon to be 5 or 6 (tongue and cartilage coming soon to this amanda hopefully )
:x: tattoos = when i turn 18 im getting mine
:x: height = 5'5 im short i know
:x: shoe size = 8 or 8 1/2
:x: hair color = brunette
:x: length =shoulders or alil past it
:x: siblings = 1 me hermana es 23 y a pain in my ass

LAST..
:x: movie you rented = envy
:x: person you've called = matt didnt pick up
:x: person that's called you = steve
:x: tv show you've watched = yankees game its still on
:x: person you were thinking of = nick or george cause i havent seen them in least 3 months

DO..
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = im not sure
:x: you think about suicide = not really so much anymore
:x: you believe in online dating = with out meetign just being dating on line stupid but i guess so
:x: you want more piercings? = yea
:x: you drink = yup
:x: you smoke = no!
:x: you like cleaning = as long as its not my room
:x: you like roller coasters = i like loop de loops but i dont like drops lol and NO WOODEN ROLLER COASTERS
:x: you write in cursive or print = mostly print and a combo of both
:x: you carry a donor card = yea

FOR OR AGAINST..
:x: long distance relationships = eh depends on how far and if both parties can drive
:x: using someone = against against against
:x: killing people = against
:x: teenage smoking = too young to be smoking
:x: premarital sex = eh i know i have had it but im actually going to say against cause yea against

FAVORITE..
:x: food = penne alla vodka
:x: sports = basketball / baseball
:x: drink = vodka or mikes
:x: holiday = all

HAVE YOU..
:x: ever cried over a guy = yea unfortuneatly a few but only one was worth the tears
:x: ever lied to someone = yup and im sorry but now im very honest
:x: ever been in a fist fight = yea i have been in a few
:x: ever been arrested = nope im a good girl *evil smile*

FAVORITE..
:x: disney movie = alice in wonderland
:x: scent = axe , gucci envy , and ralph lauren raulph
:x: nickname = spam , mandi , spad, manda
:x: guy name = tristen, bane , thane , roxton
:x: girl name = cadence, rachquelle
:x: eye color = blue bright blue but a darker bright blue like really blue
:x: flower = lilies , roses!
:x: piercing = of mine on a guy is lip , on me i wnat my tongue but i dont have it so ill say ears

Tue, 19 Oct 2004 02:00:15 GMT

new layout lol kinda a cool a nice change from teh pink yuck pink lol but it did look cool i guess you can give imput on it if you think something should be changed

weekend drove all around to psats i think idid good got my capts scores did really awesome got advanced on all lol yay im smart saturday i hung out with steve he is so cool lol and so much fun to hang out with , he went to see team america world police my good so funny fuck yea lol sex with puppets lacking certain sexual organs is hysterical and omg so funny <3<3<3<3<3 F.A.G = film actor guild! haha then we went to target so i could get my seat cover my awesome jetta seats lol yay its got cherries and says wild lol and i got thing 1 and thing 2 in my car lol yankees better win!!! i <3 them i miss nick lol we need to chill ok that s all for now i guess im lazy asssssssssssss hell

Sun, 19 Sep 2004 03:37:25 GMT

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Fri, 17 Sep 2004 02:31:33 GMT

happy birthday ryan
happy birthday nick

Sun, 12 Sep 2004 15:18:12 GMT

friday-

joe picked me up at like 5 30 and we got a card for his uncle and then went to meet his parents at his house his mom looked very pretty i love his parents they are so nice and his dad is hilarious. then we went to the restuarant where his uncle suprise party was and we ate talk i met his sister and her husband they are so nice and the other side of joes family lol now i know them all lol i kept critizing the waitstaff because i i do the same thing at my job and they were just bad at it and it was fun me joe danced a couple times talked joes grandma kept taking pictures of everything his uncle is nice, lol his family thinks im gorgeous so i felt pretty, and his dad says joe has a nice ass dont ask then his mom said we look cute together but we are just friends she doesnt believe us lol and then we drove home and he dropped me off lol hopefully we will hang out soon again i miss hanging out with himi alot

saturday- woke up at 11 to get ready for work at zandris worked until 3 ann was kinda mad cause she said im one of teh best waitstaff and i wasnt goign to be there to help serve dinner nad she needed me i felt bad then i changed in wendys and went to work at amity wine and spirits first day yippee um i filled out the dumb paper work and im stuck in redemptions for awhile which bites cause its so boring hah but i work with a really cute guy shhhh lol i also work with jess lol i love her and ummm work is boring but its not bad lol then i came home and watched movies and family guy with my sister and her boyfriend we all fell asleep on the couch lol

today - i have to do homework but then i hope i can hang out with julian im going ot call him in a bit after the homeworks done kk bye bye xoxo

Wed, 08 Sep 2004 18:15:31 GMT

haha i have three jobs now !1

i work for alda inc.
i work for zandris stillwood inn
and now i work for amity wine and spirit!

happy im going to have money

Sat, 04 Sep 2004 06:34:22 GMT

fireworks were awesome lol i saw lots of people i missed and got to hang out with julian and his friends which was fun lol lost john b :( and then watched the fireworks with tara hill and matt c lol

"are you riding the white pony are you are you ?"
"its like vibrating me"
"its orgasmic"
"nothing to see here move along move along"
lol guys great times lol hill i have your flashlight still

Thu, 02 Sep 2004 21:22:59 GMT

1- Physics 19 with Balanda haha awesome with labs on weds.
2-study in cafe except weds.
3- another study but i made it an independent study in ceramics thats advanced ceramics lol except mondays
3-lang. labs mondays
4-math
5- ap us history i dont know if im staying in it
6 amerian lit 29
7- spanish 39
8- lunch but i leave early awesomeness!!!!!!!

haha school awesome today love it except for the home work blah but ya you get it

Wed, 01 Sep 2004 13:02:16 GMT

FIVE people I enjoy the company of:
1). Tara
2). Melissa
3). work friends
4). Anthony
5). sound school friends (nick jamie, marvin , etc. there is alot more)

FIVE people I miss more than anything:
(people you dont really hang out with anymore)
1). michele
2). mike
3). stan
4). ben
5). nick and jay and maura hah i dont hang out with them enough

FIVE things im wearing:
1). my grey and yellow bball shorts
2). white tank
3). glasses
4). thong
5). bra

FIVE things on my mind:
1). ugh why does school start tomorrow
2). when am i going to hang outwiht joe or ant lol
3). meh all the things i have to do this year
4). why cant i have get ahold of mrs. king ugh damn you woman
5). What to do for my ast day of vaca

FIVE items I touch everyday:
1. my hair
2. my eyes to put in my contacts
3. retainers lol to take them out
4. my cds
5. um perfume , toothbrush yea you get it lol

FIVE favorite bands [in no order]:
1). Story of The year
2). yellowcard
3). Brand New
4). Count the stars
5). Thursday

FIVE things I do everyday:
1. Sleep
2. wear my glasses or my contact
3. go for a walk or run
4. Eat lots of good food but healthy
5. lol talk to my friends such as ryan from ga but now he is from nc lol

TWO People I think about everyday:
1. my friends lol i cant just think about one except
2. and of course blue i think about him all the time

SIX things I want to do before I die:
1. go stay at ryans college for a week lol
2. sky diving
3. have a good relationship with someone
4. have a great life
5. become what i want to be and dont let people hold me back
6. have a nice house a family and lots of animals

THREE things I think when I wake up:
1 either how early or late it is and how i want to go back to bed
2. hmmm can i sit around liek this all day ro do i have to do my makeup lol
3. im hungry but i dont wnat to move maybe if i yell they will bring me food wait no one is home was i suppose o work today ?

TWO of my favorite foods:
1. frosted flakes
2. reeses peanut butter cups

ONE person I love more than any other:
1. blue my first love lol and still is my love lol too complicated to explain

adding to that one i love tara and melissa because they are always there for me i love you guys

today im oign to take pictures for once on my walk

Tue, 31 Aug 2004 21:09:48 GMT

hello tara is here she slept over last night we had lots of fun *hit you last* lol and food and stuff then we woke up and went to the doctors because my eye hurt and they made my eye glow funny colors with a black light and dye it was weird they i got my drops and went to work with tara we finished early cause we are the bestest workers in the world so we came home worked on some homework and took showers and stuff now we are going ot get our nails done woohoo lol well gots to go take us to get our nails done toodles lol bye bye xoox

Mon, 30 Aug 2004 17:14:05 GMT

i have an awesome life everything is going great 2 jobs bout to get a 3rd one getting insured great friends barely any drama except for stupid immature people but they arent important and never will be hhaha i love my friends but i have to go pick up tara and bring us to work haha toodles doll

Wed, 25 Aug 2004 12:50:26 GMT

beign working at lot at teh house i landlord which is cool going to get some new tenants anyone looking for a small house in a three famnily house its nice hah rents not to much besides that i have been working at zandris im really good at my job really good

been hanging out with ant and stuff lately and someother people like tara and hil i love them also ryan might come up on labor day weekend yay i hope he does im going to go stay with him during a weekend at his college

my mom and sister found out my secret :( boy were they disappointed in me and i found out that someone needs to wear the shoe since it fits kk

Fri, 20 Aug 2004 13:53:16 GMT

oh yea bitches i got the license WAH0000000!!!!! HAHA YAY!

things i miss

Mon, 16 Aug 2004 19:19:39 GMT

- our group of friends and how close we used to be
- my auntie
- i miss math with jackie and zack freshman year
- michele dombrowski alot lol we used to be bestest friends and now i never see you
:( :(
- going to concerts with everyone and having a blast then going off to the dinner
- going to concerts in general
- crew very much so i love it so much cant wait for it to start again and of course going to town house on fridays
- cast parties
- those cool all girl sleepovers were we made fun of the boys for beign stupid
- those awesome parties i used to throw in eighth grade haah and the cool games we played when we thought we were the coolest people
- getting ready for the punk rock prom with michele and then watching her win prom queen lol
- i miss teh beach
- my friends from the cruises
- nick jamie and marvin even though i saw them yesterday lol
- midnight swims with my friends
- all of the poeple i stopped taling to for no reason and dropped them like they were nothing i miss them
- i miss luke wilson michele john y. stan ben nick jess kate jay maura adam jeanette candice paul christine keith nicole maribeth mike laura cait crystal and yes even tiff lol and everyone else i didnt list i miss them too i miss our group sorry if i didnt list you i really am i miss you guys
- i miss my lil bus crew
- i miss tim o keefe my big/lil bro who i never even talk to but used to be there for me all the time
- i miss my friends from eighth grade i stopped talking to
- i miss fun
- i miss my friends from georgia and london and new york and california and illonis and wischonsion and everywhere else
- and i miss you
- i miss giggles
- miss skipping school and going to the plaza and thinking we were so cool
- i miss capt days from freshman year and the fun we had
- i miss skipping first with you guys to get breakfast or leaving before eighth period cause it was just a beautiful day out
- i miss our plaza adventures and going bowling
- i miss crew saturdays and the ultimate frisbee after words
- i miss the bus rides on teh way hoem from away games iwht michele and carla and the bball girls
- i miss you all

EDIT : I LIED I DONT MISS TIFF AT ALL BECAUSE SHE IS A LIAR AND A DIRTY HORRIBLE SKANK AND A BAD PERSON!

i love you guys give me a call ok bye bye

Thu, 12 Aug 2004 04:23:00 GMT

sunday spenet with boyfriend before he dumped me the next day we went to lake had fun saw and caught turtles and frogs fel lin water almost ruined fone argued bad things blah

monday = was dumped its getting to be a bad trend so i went to nicks and he comforted me and let me sleepover nick is the bestest hubby in the world lol he rockz0rs my world and then we decided he is coming with me to my license test and so is jamie cause i love her to death and she is so beautiful lol

tues= woke up super early and my mom picked me up from nicks and then i went to play pool that night with ant it was awesome he made me feel better and i won a game of pool by default lol he even paid yea for gentlemenness lol he is awesome lol he going to chill tomorow i think too then came home was bitched at by ex for having fun when im supposed to be sad which is why i went out so to get all shit off mind ant is really cute too i saw matt there and he told me he is going to west haven to beat him up but i made him promise not to lol he is awesome havent seen him in awhile

weds. went to shans it was fun kill bill to and her family rocks im talking to ryan again like we do everynight lol he is coming to stay with me and he might bring ricky they are from georgia and they are going to stay for a weekend or so yay i love them ok thats all for now

Wed, 04 Aug 2004 00:11:11 GMT

happy belated birthday michele
happy birthday amanda
happy birthday john i love you

ok those were my birthday shout outs to my friends lol

im happy and i have an awesome boyfriend

work is ok its hard but im dealing

licsense august 20th yay

Fri, 09 Jul 2004 18:51:42 GMT

too much to update about danny dumped me haha its sucked but whatever i miss friends in particular nick jamie and marvin and a bunch of others need to call and hang out . today im going to drive to joes and he is going to wash my car for me and then we are going out somewhere i think or maybe we will stay at his house i hang out iwht joe lots its fun we went lots of places i work too alot its boring but its money some one keyed my car that wasnt cool needs to be fixed but it will be ok im changing this layout soon as i get my computer back cause it has foto shop on it i miss my computer anyone want to hang out i think im goin to the beach on sunday with friends ye athats cool hah well thats all